Here we are again, we are sitting through another holiday
you should have been here for. Our sweet baby boy, this should have been your
first Christmas here with us. It was this time last year we told your
Grandparents and Aunts/Uncles we were expecting you, and by this time next year
there would be another Grandchild at Christmas. This is not how we pictured
spending this Christmas, it was supposed to be filled with joy, happiness, and
loving our new baby. This Christmas doesn’t bring the joy that we dreamt of, it
doesn’t even come close to feeling like Christmas. There are no presents under
the tree; there is nothing but emptiness that fills our hearts. Our little Axl
Lynn, we tried hard to be happy this year, but there isn’t a bit of happiness
knowing you are not here. We wish you a Merry Christmas knowing you are safe up
in Heaven, but wish you could have spent it here with us.
